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A Revisited Devotional from May 18, 1998
Matthew 6:33 – But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. (KJV)
When I was a child, I used to like to play a game called King of the Hill. In this game, there would be a hill, and the person standing at the top of the hill was the "king". The object of the game was, of course, to be king. To get to stand at the top of the hill and be king, you had to run up the hill at full throttle and push off the current "king". Then your job was to defend your place as others ran up the hill trying to push you off the hill. My favourite part of the game wasn't so much being king of the hill; it was shoving off another kid. As many children's games are, this one was just a tad violent, and I think that's why I liked it. There's a certain thrill in the power of shoving. The only trouble is that I've carried this game over into my spiritual life.
This morning, in my prayer time, I was praying my "to do" list. My prayer went something like this: "Lord, please help me to ______" Or, "Lord, I need ______" You can fill in the blanks. Asking the Lord for help or to fill our needs is in His will. He wants us to make our requests known to Him. My problem was that I wanted to be king of my own hill, my own life, and to direct God in what He should do to serve me. I really hadn't thought about His being King of heaven and earth. All I was interested in was my own little realm of existence. I may think my "hill" is something special, and that my view from the top is far-reaching, but I need to remember Who has given me this hill.
God, I've noticed, doesn't engage in shoving. I think He is a master of nudge. He has never rushed at me, palms forward, to find my weak point and shove me off the top of my hill. He is a grown-up and a gentleman. He has often tapped me on the shoulder and reminded me to step down; it is His place at the top of the hill. He is the true King, and I am merely an impostor.
I thank Him for standing at the top of my hill, for being King. He leans over and gently whispers, "It's My hill. Remember? You gave it to Me." I'm suddenly shamed as I realize that I had run at Him full throttle to try and shove Him off so that I could rule. He only rules by invitation and had stepped aside to let me imagine my own sovereignty. In the tone of my prayer, I made Him subject to my bidding rather than making myself His humble servant. I sense His forgiveness as He puts His arms around me and pulls me close to His heart. I look out over the mountains before me, and I'm so glad He's interested in little hills.
Prayer: Lord, please forgive me for wanting to rule my own life. Help me to trust You and to relinquish all control to You. Thank You for loving me enough to show me my stubborn pride, and thank You for Your forgiveness and acceptance. Amen.
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Thanks Kathleen, blessings to you and your family.
Thank you for sharing this encouraging devotional again with us.
Blessings.
Good morning.
Thank you for your thoughts this morning.
Every blessing to you.
Thank you for this devotional.
Thank you for the reminder of who owns all the hills.
Blessings
Good morning, Kathleen,
Thank you for a powerful reminder of how things can get out of whack.
God bless.
How true! Amazingly, in my 80s and STILL at it! Thanks for the scripture – that helps a lot!
Blessings,
(BC Canada)
That was a very special devotional you wrote back in 1998 Kathleen and the thoughts presented are still important today. We need respect God’s position in our daily lives as He definitely holds a high place and has the power to do much good for us at all times. Blessings for sharing your thoughts and writing.
Good morning, Kathleen,
I fall into wanting to be in charge and need God’s nudges often. I am really enjoying the revisiting of devotionals and being introduced to different contributors who I have not read before.
Thank you for sharing with such honesty to help us all see ourselves and understand. Blessings.
Kathleen. Your repurposed/resurfaced devotional seems timely – considering that “Nudging” has become a popular term. It’s a technique used to subtly shape (brainwash) the views of society. You remind me that God is the ultimate Master of nudge. He’s still the King of the “Hill” . Your message inspires me to thank my Lord for all the nudging he has been doing in my own life – to help me gradually abandon the many little hills I’ve been trying to defend. I’m hopefully less inclined to instruct God how things should be done, and more willing to rest in Him.
Praise the Lord, He’s still the “King of the Castle”.
You are a good writer! Thanks for your message. I know how he answered prayers thirty years ago. I broke a trip to England, Scotland and Ireland.
I paid for cancellation insurance. Hoof and mouth disease came into the world, and we had cattle in the barn. We would not have been able to go to the Giant Causeway in Ireland and a horse farm and would have to burn our clothes when we got home. I prayed about what I should do. Somehow God told me not go, all I had to do is get a veterinarian to tell the cancellation insurance we had cattle in our barn and provide a bill for cattle feed. It turned out that my husband had to have his appendix out when we would have been in Ireland. He was really looking after us.
Thanks again for your message. Keep up the great work.
(Ontario Canada)