Listen to this devotional:
Isaiah 6:8 – Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?" And I said, "Here am I. Send me!" (NIV)
There's a beautiful song based upon this Bible verse which is called "Here I am, Lord." I love singing it in church. The first time that I heard it was in Scotland when a choir member at the Maybole Church sang it as a solo. Both the words and the tune captivated me, and I consider it to be a high spiritual occasion each time I sing or hear this song.
The lyrics of the song are beautiful, but the Bible verse is even more wonderful. It's all about being chosen by God for a sacred mission. In the midst of his unworthiness, the prophet Isaiah is called by God to go to his people with messages and prophecies from heaven. He is given the responsibility of declaring God's words and thoughts to his own generation. It is an awesome task and whilst Isaiah does not feel worthy, holy, or clean enough to undertake such a sacred task, God purifies and prepares him for the mission.
There are days when I feel so unworthy and unholy to serve the Lord. I remember my background and past sins, which cause me to shudder at times. I often wonder why the Lord has chosen me to do what I do, but then I remember that without His mercy and grace, I could not do anything of what He wants.
Perhaps some of us are experiencing a call to some ministry or mission, program or project for the Lord, but we feel unprepared, unacceptable, and unclean. Let us all take heart, because most of God's leaders in the Bible had a shady past and things that made them ashamed. God does not choose perfect people, because there are none to be found, anywhere. He calls us, not because of who we are, but because of what He can make us become. All we have to do is this: when He calls us to ministry, we each answer, "Here I am."
Prayer: Lord God, You have a purpose for each of our lives. You call us to be ministers of Your Word and missionaries of Your gospel. Open our hearts and minds to Your calling, and enable to accept Your ways. In Christ's name, we pray. Amen.